I celebrated my graduation today.
It's been one week since I walked across the stage in Millersville's stadium on that lovely hot Saturday morning. The feeling of hearing my name called and recognition of all that I had done and the honors which I had received was more than I thought it would be. It was my first trip across a graduation stage and possibly my last. Who knows what God has in store for me in the years to come!
Tonight my neighbor and I (who is also a recent graduate) celebrated our accomplishments together with friends and family. We lined the sidewalks with jars filled with sand and candles, created a playlist to carry us into the dark hours of the night, and talked for hours with the people love and cherish. It was truly a beautiful evening and a wonderful way to celebrate all the accomplishments we've made over the past season in life.
What's next you may ask? Well, I'll be honest -- I'm not quite sure. I've been praying a lot lately and am really just trusting God with my future -- for real. I don't know what's coming down the pipe for the fall. I am applying and interviewing and praying for God's direction. That's it. That's all I really can do.
I am in a time of transition. I said goodbye to my sweet sweet students a little over a week ago and I'm still looking ahead to what's coming next. I hate transitions and I usually feel like I'm faltering, but I'm getting through it. With God at my side, I'll get through this period of waiting and standing still and hopefully then enter into a new phase of life: adulthood.
I am looking forward to all that is ahead. I will be working at a local restaurant and deli called Isaac's for the summer and possibly into the fall if I don't find a teaching job. I'm hoping to write a lot and actually feel as if I've accomplished something even in this time of waiting. I've already read like 5 books since student teaching ended and have an extremely long list of more that I hope to get through before August.
Life is at a crossroads, but God is good and will always see me in the right direction! =)
Jess, the crossroads is the hardest place to be, but the best. Your dependence of God and waiting for his direction is what He needs. He knows the plans he has for your life (Jeremiah 29:11). He always did :) He just wants to hold you close so he can whisper them in your ear :)
ReplyDeleteCongratulations on your graduation! What a milestone!
Jess, I wish I could have been there to celebrate with you:) I am so proud of you. Enjoy your transition time. Rest and have fun in between work:) God's plans are always perfect. I can't wait to see the next journey he has for you. Love you!!!
ReplyDeleteNot sure why it published as anonymous I guess I hit that first:) I should have kept you guessing(LOL)
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